Showing posts with label Defend the Orphan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Defend the Orphan. Show all posts

Monday, January 9, 2012

Songs & Their Stories: "Our Prayer" & "This God"

I decided to share the last two songs included on the "Defend the Orphan" CD project through a video reflection of God's grace in 2011 at Imago Dei Church. May our Gracious God make His face shine upon us that His saving power be made known among the nations...
First, the story of Our Prayer...
While serving at our previous church, Tony wrote a Christmas prayer one year. My sweet friend, Lisa, and I took that prayer, added additional words and wrote a melody. It continues to be our prayer as we seek to know our Creator God and make Him known...
Second, the abbreviated story of This God...
I wrote this song while preparing to lead worship for fabulous Christian writer and speaker, Liz Curtis Higgs, who came to share at a women's church event...
I hope you enjoy the video journey and music...
Our Prayer
(Words by Tony & Kimberly Merida, Lisa Pigott; Music by Kimberly Merida & Lisa Pigott)

Open our eyes that we may see Christ's glory
Open our hearts that we may feel His love
Open our mouths that we may declare His praise
Open our hands that we may share His grace

This is our prayer, Lord we want to see Your glory
Our heart's desire to see Your kingdom come
To be Your hands and feet among the nations
For Yours is the power, forever, amen.

This God
(Words and Music by Kimberly Merida)

This God His way is perfect
The Word of the Lord proves true
He is a shield for all who seek Him for refuge
For who is God but the Lord?
And who is a rock except our God?

This God, the Lord Almighty
He is the One and Only
Through Christ His life and peace is known by the humble
This God, the King of Ages
He overcomes my darkness
His glory bright and pure, His Word it will endure
This God, this God, this God
He reigns forever

The Lord lives and blessed be my Rock
And exalted be the God of my salvation

Friday, December 2, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "The Hiding Place"

Does anyone else have the following problem? It's finally time for bed. You lay your head down on your pillow grateful for the chance at resting and hopeful recuperation... Then your mind starts racing with all the things you want to do, things you forgot to do, didn't quite finish doing and/or still need to do?!. Yeah, I don't have that problem. Ha ha... One of the things that came to mind last night and stayed with me this morning was to post another "songs and their stories" story. I hope the lyrics of this song minister to you today...
My sweet talented friend, Stephanie from New Orleans, has been a blessing to me in many ways. One of which, is sharing a love of music. Here's a snapshot of the "chick band" back at Temple BC in Hattiesburg, Mississippi leading for a women's conference...
Here's Steph and another sweet friend, Karla, with our kiddos hanging at the park in NOLA.
For Christmas a few years back, Stephanie gave Tony and I a copy of Gadsby's Hymnal (which is basically a collection of old hymn lyrics without music). One morning, as I was reading through some of them, the lyrics of #711 resonated with me. I sat down at the piano to help me focus and wade through the lyrical depth. The Lord met me there with music.

Interestingly, the Scripture that comes to mind regarding these lyrics is the very Scripture Stephanie and I often challenged each other with...

"Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth. For you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God." Colossians 3:2-3

The Hiding Place

Words by D. Herbert

The Gadsby Hymnal #711

Music by Kimberly Merida

(1)

Amidst the sorrows of the way,

Lord Jesus, teach my soul to pray;

And let me taste thy special grace,

And run to Christ, my Hiding place

Thou know’st the vileness of my heart,

So prone to act the rebel’s part;

And when thou veil’st thy lovely face,

Where can I find a hiding place?

Where can I find a hiding place?

(2)

Lord, guide my silly, wandering feet,

And draw me to Thy mercy seat.

I’ve naught to trust but sovereign grace;

Thou only art my Hiding place

O how unstable is my heart!

Sometimes I take the tempter’s part,

And slight the tokens of thy grace,

And seem to want no hiding place,

And seem to want no hiding place

(3)

But when thy Spirit shines within,

And makes me feel the plague of sin;

Then how I long to see thy face!

‘Tis then I want a hiding place.

Lord Jesus, shine, and then I can

Feel sweetness in salvation’s plan;

And as a sinner, plead for grace,

Through Christ, the sinner’s Hiding place

Through Christ, the sinner’s Hiding place

Songs & Their Stories: "The Hiding Place"

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "Hosea Song"

(Brief version live at TBC's Global Gathering with my sweet friend, Alex...)

The other morning as I was driving, I was reminded once again of the fact that the heart is an idol factory. Oh, how mine is... My probing questions: what depresses me? What disappoints me? What angers me? What do I seek for enjoyment? What do I seek comfort from? What am I exalting above the knowledge of God?

“From this we may gather that man’s nature, so to speak, is a perpetual factory of idols.” - John Calvin, Institutes of the Christian Religion

“. . . every one of us is, even from his mother’s womb, expert in inventing idols.” - John Calvin, Commentary on the Acts of the Apostles

Here are some others’ comments on the subject…

Sin isn’t only doing bad things, it is more fundamentally making good things into ultimate things. Sin is building your life and meaning on anything, even a very good thing, more than on God. Whatever we build our life on will drive us and enslave us. Sin is primarily idolatry. 
Tim Keller

All those who do not at all times trust God and do not in all their works or sufferings, life and death, trust in His favor, grace and good-will, but seek His favor in other things or in themselves, do not keep this [First] Commandment, and practice real idolatry, even if they were to do the works of all the other Commandments, and in addition had all the prayers, obedience, patience, and chastity of all the saints combined. For the chief work is not present, without which all the others are nothing but mere sham, show and pretense, with nothing back of them... If we doubt or do not believe that God is gracious to us and is pleased with us, or if we presumptuously expect to please Him only through and after our works, then it is all pure deception, outwardly honoring God, but inwardly setting up self as a false [savior]...Martin Luther from "A Treaties on Good Works"

Because we are, each of us, the image of God, we will worship, in fact we must worship, someone or something, either our original, as we should, or, with the illusion that we are the original or our own ultimate point of reference, ourselves. If the latter, we will give ourselves over, with the full, still efficient resources of our imaging capacities, to some figment, some distorted image, focused on ourselves or on some aspect of the world, ultimately seen as an extension of ourselves. What Calvin observed long ago is no less true today: the human heart, our image-bearing and image-fashioning nature, is an idol factory.Richard Gaffin from "Speech and the Image of God" in The Pattern of Sound Doctrine

What are a few of my struggles? Pride. Control. Image.

Reflections on this reality brought forth another memory…

A few years ago now, I was confronted with a sin issue in the life of another person dear to me. As I was processing this other person’s struggle, I decided to read through the book of Hosea again. Instead of enlightening me on the issues, I experienced a holy indictment on my own heart, pride and sinfulness. I began to relate to the unfaithfulness of Gomer, of Israel, and then I realized that I was the whore. I was the one exchanging the grace of God for things of this world. I was the prideful one. Oh how I love the book of Ephesians:

“But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ – by grace you have been saved – and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.” (Eph. 2:4-9 ESV)

I confessed my sin and found myself at the piano. Then the Hosea Song came…

May the lyrics of this song encourage your soul today in remembering God’s grace, redeeming love and mercy towards you…

Hosea Song

Stumbled into the darkness

Once bright light became dim

The God of this universe

She exchanged for her sin

Led astray, wandered away

She left God to play the whore

She forsook the Lord

For the ways of this world


Bent towards rebellion

The more He called she turned away

Pride became a snare for her

A wind had wrapped her in its wings

Pay attention, listen daughter

For the judgment is for you

Repent and seek my face

Return to the Lord

O Daughter of Zion


Lured in the wilderness

By a soft, tender voice

The Valley of Trouble

Shall become a Door of Hope

He has torn us

That He may heal us

Struck us down to bind us up

Redeeming love has come

To set the captives free


But God, being rich mercy

Because of the great love

With which He loved us

Even when we were dead in our trespasses

Made us alive together with Christ

By grace you have been saved

Grace through faith

It is a gift of God

That no one may boast


She has received mercy

The one called ‘No Mercy’

‘Not My People’ shall become His own

Redeeming Love has come

Jesus, God’s own Son


We have received mercy

We have received mercy

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "Not Our Home"

So, here comes a picture re-post. It just makes me smile. Seeing the kids play outside together and hearing their laughter is simply priceless... They are hilarious.
It is fun to reflect on where the Lord has brought us...

The first day we met James, Angela, Jana and Victoria (April 2009)... they entered the orphanage director's office holding hands clueless as to why they had been summoned... coming face to face then with Tony and my smiles (not to mention my attempt to maintain composure... for I was simply overwhelmed... amazed by the sovereign grace of God in bringing us together... and trying not to freak out about the reality of becoming a mom to four school age children with deep wounds and subsequent issues...)

Since that time, James has recalled to us the fear that initially filled him... and the words of one of his caregivers, "They will take you home with them, have their own children and then throw you in the garbage..."
Our first Christmas together, one of my girls came down the stairs to the decorations and exclaimed with a sort of sigh, "We are staying!" I remember standing at the bottom of the stairs being taken aback by her statement. We'd been home six months. Instability and uncertainty had been the norm in her short life up until that point...

The first day we met Joshua (August 2010)...
I was a little nervous about how he would receive us. There are no choirs singing in the background. Everything does not happen in slow motion. It can be a little awkward. We, and the other families with us, entered the courtyard to the transition house excited and a little anxious. The moment he turned the corner, he looked at me and said, "Mama." My heart melted with joy and peace. What a beautiful little boy who I get to hear call me mama. I just wanted to scoop him up and never let him go...

Later that evening, the guest house we stayed in had rolled out an expandable crib bed in our room for him to sleep in. He sat up and sang the only thing he knew in English... over and over again... his "A-B-C's"...
There have been times when I've become overwhelmed with grief in imaginations of growing up in some of the situations that our kids once knew (and thousands of orphans still know today)...

Our adoption journey has made the doctrine of adoption in Scripture overwhelm me even more. I can't seem to read it enough, particularly Romans 8:15ff... In the good times, bad times and the ugly times our God is with us... and for us... for the glory of his name... in the meantime, all of creation groans for his return... when things will be made right again...

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15 For gyou did not receive hthe spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of iadoption as sons, by whom we cry, j“Abba! Father!” 16 kThe Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, then lheirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ,mprovided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.

Future Glory

18 For I consider that the sufferings of this present time nare not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.19 For the creation waits with eager longing for othe revealing of the sons of God. 20 For the creation pwas subjected to futility, not willingly, but qbecause of him who subjected it, in hope 21 thatrthe creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. 22 For we know that sthe whole creation thas been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. 23 And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have uthe firstfruits of the Spirit, vgroan inwardly as wwe wait eagerly for adoption as sons, xthe redemption of our bodies. 24 For yin this hope we were saved. Now zhope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we await for it with patience.

26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For bwe do not know what to pray for as we ought, but cthe Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. 27 And dhe who searches hearts knows what is ethe mind of the Spirit, because7 the Spirit fintercedes for the saints gaccording to the will of God. 28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together hfor good,8 for ithose who are called according to his purpose. 29 For those whom he jforeknew he also kpredestinedlto be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might bemthe firstborn among many brothers. 30 And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he alsonjustified, and those whom he justified he also oglorified.

God's Everlasting Love

31 What then shall we say to these things? pIf God is for us, who can be9 against us? 32 qHe who did not spare his own Son butrgave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?


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Reflecting on the faithful provisions of our faithful, merciful and just God overpower me and never cease to lead me to worship. So, as all the other stories go, I sat down at the piano and meditated on Romans 8:15-39, Galatians 4:4-7 and John 14:18.

Not Our Home

Jesus, we come before your throne
I will not leave you as orphans
I will come to you
Spirit, help us in our weakness
We do not know how to pray

All of creation's groaning, longing to be set free
to obtain the freedom of the children of God

Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans
Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans

(groan, groan, groan)

Jesus, we come before your throne
I will not leave you as orphans
I will come to you
Spirit, help us in our weakness
We do not know how to pray

All of creation's groaning, longing to be set free
to obtain the freedom of the children of God

Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans
Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans

(groan, groan, groan)

What then shall we say to these things?
If God is for us, who can be against us?

All of creation's groaning, longing to be set free
to obtain the freedom of the children of God

Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans
Abba! Father! This world is not our home
that's why our spirit groans

(groan, groan, groan)
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To listen to a segment of this song, you can watch here on youtube. Defend the Orphan CDs are still available for $10 (all proceeds go towards helping other families adopt).

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "Be the Glory"

This December Tony and I will celebrate 8 years of marriage. I am more in love with him today than yesterday, my best friend and confidante. When Tony proposed back in April 2003, he quoted what had become our verse, Psalm 34:3. That has been and continues to be our marriage prayer...
"I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the LORD; let the humble hear and be glad. Oh, magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together!"
Psalm 34:1-3
I joined him in New Orleans and began shopping for a used, full sized keyboard to use in our apartment on Ebay. I was so excited when it arrived, chipped key and all!
At that time I was re-reading A.W. Tozer's "The Knowledge of the Holy", trying to digest every page... When I came to this quote from Charles Wesley I couldn't move farther...
Earlier, Tony and I had had a conversation about Romans 11:33-36. Following dinner that night while Tony ran out with a friend, I sat down at my new used keyboard and wrote "Be the Glory"...

Be the Glory

Sovereign Father, Heavenly King
Thee we now presume to sing
Glad Thine attributes we confess
Glorious all and numberless!

From You, through You, to You are all things
From You, through You, to You be the glory

God of Justice, Merciful Lord
Your salvation none could afford
Word made flesh our sins You bore
We are free, enslaved no more!

From You, through You, to You are all things
From You, through You, to You be the glory

Image of the Invisible God
All creation to You applauds
Glorious Savior upon the throne
Oh to know You and make You known!

From You, through You, to You are all things
From You, through You, to You be the glory

"Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus, throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen."
Ephesians 3:20-21
(A snippet from TBC's Global Gathering sing & share last Spring)

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "Seek Justice"

A couple years ago, I had the privilege of traveling with my dear friend, Kate, on a research trip to Vietnam and Cambodia. Kate was tasked with helping develop curriculum to teach children, particularly those vulnerable to being tricked into the labor and sex trafficking trade, about being made in the image of our creator God... imago Dei.
Some of the precious faces of children in Southeast Asia we visited with...
Kate & I visiting expats in Cambodia...
Touring Vietnam in style, the only way to go: by moto...
This experience was life changing in many ways. One of which was confronting the growing and very real problem of trafficking in persons worldwide. I will never forget some of the things I saw while in SE Asia, nor ignore the reality of the existence of modern day slavery on our own soil.

This is how my songs are typically born - trying to process experiences through the lens of God's Word, the Bible. Isaiah 1:17 was resounding in my head, "learn to do good; seek justice, correct oppression; bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow's cause." (ESV) So, I sat down at the piano, repented of my inaction and wrote this song:

Seek Justice
I hear Your voice as You call me out of comfort
To loose control for the glory of Your Name
I'm letting go of this self-centered thinking
Lord, I need Your help to walk as Your Word says,

Seek justice
Rescue the oppressed
Defend the orphan
and plead the widow's cause

I hear Your voice calling me to action
To not stand idle in this world of desperate need
I lift my hands offering my all to you
For Your Name and Your Renown
is the desire of my soul

Seek justice
Rescue the oppressed
Defend the orphan
and plead the widow's cause

Is not the fast You choose?
To go and feed the hungry
To be Your hands and feet to everyone around me
To care for the broken-hearted
Showing mercy to the least of these
So that Your great name will be praised!

Seek justice
Rescue the oppressed
Defend the orphan
and plead the widow's cause

Will you seek justice?
Rescue the oppressed?
Defend the orphan?
And plead the widow's cause?

[Click here to listen to the Song]

Throughout the Scriptures, God is called the Father of the fatherless and shows particular concern for the oppressed. I find encouragement in His Word, particularly passages like Psalm 10:17-18 that reads:
"O LORD, you hear the desire of the afflicted; you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear to do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed, so that man who is of the earth may strike terror no more."

Here's part of the problem: (cited from an IJM resource)

* There are more children, women and men held in slavery right now than over the course of the entire trans-Atlantic slave trade

* Trafficking in humans generates profits in excess of 32 billion dollars a year for those who sell human lives into slavery and sexual bondage

* Nearly 2 million children are exploited in the commercial sex industry

* Visit http://www,ijm.org/ourwork/whatwedo to view factsheets and learn more about trafficking

* Cases of human trafficking have been reported in all 50 states. For more information on trafficking within the United States, visit www.polarisproject.org

As image bearers of the Lord Most High, we must do something. What will you do?

Right now there is very important legislation set to expire THIS SEPTEMBER. Here is one thing you can do RIGHT NOW: Call your senators and ask them to cosponsor the Trafficking Victims Protection Reauthorization Act (TVPRA). To learn more about this bill and ways to get involved, please visit: http://www.ijm.org/justice-campaigns/tvpra

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Songs & Their Stories: "Hope in God"

I have 3 younger sisters. They are my closest friends in all the world. We have shared lots of tears, lots of laughter and a lot of life together... including the joy of knowing Jesus as our Savior, as well as some ensuing dark seasons...

(Atop Fort Henry Lighthouse at First Landing State Park in Virginia)
A few years back, the "sisters" convened for a brief reunion. My baby sis (as I affectionately call her:-) was coming home for her mid-deployment R&R. Despite the joy of getting together, there was an unspoken disconnect. An 'elephant in the room' if you will...

I left our time together with a very heavy heart. I even assumed some of the depression upon myself that had enveloped my sis. Those of you who have experienced bouts of depression know of its incapacitating nature. Whether physiologically induced, spiritually induced or both, it aims to debilitate...

I found solace in the pages of Scripture. Once again, I sat before the piano with my Bible opened up, this time to Psalm 42. There the psalmist pens a sort of self sermon. He is literally preaching to himself, reminding his heart and mind of the faithfulness of God in the midst of trial.

I began to meditate on the passage with my fingers on the keys... "Why are your cast down... hope in God... why are your cast down... hope in God". I wept with and resonated with the psalmist. Eventually, the truth of God's Word and who He is penetrated the depths of my soul... piercing the darkness... another song... another story...

(I just love this picture of my baby sis home on a visit holding our niece)
Hope in God (Psalm 42)

Why are you cast down, O my soul?
What is this turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise Him.
My salvation and my God.

Why are you cast down, O my soul?
What is this turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise Him.
My salvation and my God.

I will remember Your faithfulness
in the desert places
How You delivered me from the enemy's stronghold
I will remember Jesus
He's the one who conquers
His blood set me free

Deep calls to deep at the roar of your waterfalls
All of your breakers and your waves have come over me
By day the Lord commands His steadfast love
At night His song is with me, is with me
a prayer to the God of my life

Remember His faithfulness in the desert places
How He delivered us from the enemy's stronghold
Will you remember Jesus?
He's the one who conquered
His blood set us free to live in victory

My soul thirsts as the deer pants for water
Where can I go to meet my God?
I fall before the Fountain of Living Water
Jesus alone satisfies
He satisfies, Jesus satisfies...

God in his grace has restored my sister to himself. I pray he will do the same for you and your loved ones for the glory of His name. He is faithful. He is my deliverer. Jesus is the Conquering King, the Fountain of Living Water, and the only one who satisfies...

(Another song snippet from earlier this year at TBC's Global Gathering)

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Songs & their Stories: "May the Peoples Praise You"

I thought I would put together a blog series sharing brief stories behind the songs recorded on the Defend the Orphan CD project... if for no one else other than my dear mom who would love to see the words as she listens... ;-)

A few years ago, I never imagined I would be boarding a plane that looked like this...
Or walking through a medina with such history, beauty and spiritual darkness...
Or enjoy such a rooftop view...

The mission of our brief stay in North Africa: pray while walking the land.

Quietly and safely behind the walls of our host home, we went to our knees... seeking to prepare our hearts before what was to be an undercover prayer walk through an ancient city. As we began to pray, you could hear the call to prayer go out across the city. As the speakers reverberated across the city, we closed our eyes asking the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come, to push back the darkness that covers the land. It was a haunting experience for me. When I returned home, the piano and the Bible became a place of solace. I could not get Psalm 67 out of my head. So I put it into a prayer set to music...

May the Peoples Praise You (Psalm 67)

Remove the veil by Your holy hand
Push back the darkness that covers the land
Open eyes that all may see
Jesus Christ, the Risen King

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Lord of lords and King of kings

God of grace may You bless us
May Your face shine upon us
That Your saving power be known on the earth
Let the peoples praise You
May all the peoples praise You
Let the nations be glad and sing for joy

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Lord of lords and King of kings

Worthy is He, whose blood was shed
Who paid our ransom the price on our head
Holy, holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Who was and is and is to come!

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Lord of lords and King of kings

(Here is a snippet from last April's Share & Sing at TBC's Global Gathering)